End of foundation. Alhamdulillah. He is still here, inside my heart keeping me loved. But sometime he cause heartache. but still, i am too stupid to care about it. I've told him many times that i'm going to leave him. But i never really get my chance to do so, I don't like what i'm facing right now. I feel weak. I need my own strength back. Please, i'm begging to get this feeling over with as soon as possible.