Holiday has ended, and i'm back in Muadzam Shah.. I'm not enjoying my first day here at all. the fact that my boyfriend doesn't arrive yet, makes me worst cause i don't talk to people much. What gave me a reason to smile today was spending my time with Faizul and there are cute kittens on the hall way. To be honest, I miss my foundation friends so bad. I miss Alyn the most though. Realizing that life gets harder by day is one thing that bring me down. I want to my studies to end quickly so i can get over this place and i don't have to see anyone here who know me here. Probably because im just horribly sad. Class started tomorrow morning and my car is also a wreck which makes me super down about it! Ugh, 3 years to go Jazlin. you can do this, and you're doing this for yourself.